Not Getting Better and I Don’t Expect That It Will
It has been a year since my sweet little Bonnie Girl left us. It hasn’t gotten any better and no, I don’t feel healed and I miss my sweet baby just as much. There is a hole in my heart where she lived and kept me warm and happy.
I make sure to keep her water bowl filled and her bowl of kibble filled just as full as it was when she left us. Her bed and pillows are still where my sweet little Bonnie Girl left them. I keep her blankets on the floor for her to snuggle in all over my house.
Yes, it’s dumb, but I sometimes think maybe she comes back for a visit when no one is looking, so I make sure that things are still there for her.
I don’t think my heart will ever be the same.
Does Rainbow Bridge exist…?
